It's been way too LONG

It's seems it has been forever since I have posted here, life has managed to keep me pretty busy and otherwise occupied, by important things and some not so important things. Last month we lost a dear friend, Brady was killed in a 4 wheeling accident on labor day weekend.. He is so loved and missed. I have been working at getting my business up and thriving, have some new ventures and some old ventures both taking off. I AM so blessed to have some amazing and wonderful people in my life.. I call them angels. I so know who I can count on in times of opposition, challenges and strife.. This past week has brought about some moments where I have questioned my very existence, my purpose and my capabilities of being a mother especially among other things. I have managed to reflect back on things I have done and not done and how I have created the exact situations that I am facing right now.. all in all another perfect opportunity for me to learn. Sometimes I am just blown away at the people and circumstances I bring into my life to teach me exactly what I am to learn at that given moment. So the good news is that I am learning!! WOO HOO! :) Ok so 2 weeks ago we brought in a new family member.. we finally named him Titan.. he is a Malamute, wolf mix puppy.. and he is too damn cute!! I know I know nothing like being a new parent to another "baby" cause honestly that is what it is like having a puppy for those of you who have no clue.. but he is learning and is adapting rather well here.. let's pray that keeps up. Tomorrow is my Dad's birthday.. and what an emotional day I have had today. Tomorrow Clayton and I are going to run to the cemetery, not sure if the other kids want to go or not, might be a good time for Clayton and I to have some time alone and talk.. Something that has been needed a lot these last few days, but tomorrow we can shift the topic.. :) Well it's time for bed and I really am wiped out tonight.. so I will baring this to a close.. Thank you to all my angels for watching over me..